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Showing posts with label spiritual. Show all posts

Friday, March 12, 2021

As spiritual pioneer need to find way to come out of isolation and team up with others

I seem to always be on the sidelines while training really hard spiritually to reach such a high level of  capability that I can not be ignored in a world that does not realize the immense value someone that has developed so much spiritual potential offers to a spiritually backwards world that has so many really huge challenges ahead.  My time of being isolated need to end.  Isolation is good for spiritual training and gaining the spiritual understanding that has to come with it in order for it to work on a really high level.

Science has developed so much in recent times, but the same is just not that true about the spiritual.  So often the focus only a single individual is capable of starts things moving in a new direction, but only when a huge number of others of similar focus join with them does great changes happen to move things in a direction needed to make really positive progress happen.  Hard lessons when learned bring substantial results and often happen during very challenging times. team of similar purpose to help make the positive spiritual changes happen this world so badly needs. 

For those unfamiliar with me, I have so much information on the internet that can be found through links available on my Facebook profile page that can readily be found.  astrogoodwin@WordPress.com is a good place to start.

Anyone that questions the value of what I do or how I represent myself needs to stay clear of me.  I need the right people to relate to and work with if I am going to be able to serve my life's purpose and gather a team of people of similar focus to help make really positive spiritual change in a spiritually backwards world.

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Reincarnation of the continuous type is the best spiritual theory

 Reincarnation forces one to accept responsibility for the reality one finds oneself in. Most spiritual beliefs in this spiritually backwards world do not respect the reality we are in right now enough and this is not good. Life is very challenging and one has to become really strong and aware spiritually to handle it. It goes in cycles within this life and beyond this life. One has to own the challenging conditions one finds oneself in in order to heal and overcome them.

Fantasy beliefs may feel better, but mastering reality and it’s challenges brings about more positive results. Believing in continuous reincarnation takes a lot of spiritual maturity to handle and thus reap it’s benefits. Having another life or cycle within this life gives us other opportunities to change and improve the pattern we find ourselves in. Cycles of abuse including self abuse can be ended and toxic energy can be healed. Miracles can happen when one gets an extremely strong spiritual grip on reality so that one can better figure out challenging situations and thus make the most of them.

No one lives forever, so life will eventually end, but with the cyclical nature of reality each end results in a new beginning. With each new cycle one can take what one has learned from the past cycle to help one reach a higher level of competence in handling the challenges that reality in the new cycle offers you and be better able to contribute ones value to make the current reality around you that you share with others a better one and help others to do the same.

Saturday, December 26, 2020

A Spiritual Energy Field underlies and operates our Physical Reality!

 A spiritual energy field underlies and operates all of our physical reality, and the spirits that depend on it for their continuous existence must maintain this field. We must feel empowered spiritually in order to do this important role really well! This is a really advanced spiritual theory that a lot of people in this spiritually backwards world will reject in favor of beliefs developed in a less knowledgeable time! Science tends to be very insensitive to the important role the spiritual plays in our universe, and thus develops theories that need to be improved on a lot!

Wednesday, December 2, 2020

We get the elections, the democracy and the hard spiritual lessons we deserve!

 We get the type of elections we collectively deserve, we get the type of democracy we deserve, and we face the hard spiritual lessons we deserve! Those in elite positions in our society will do what they can to hold onto the power, wealth, and influence they so strongly crave and will often do what ever it takes to maintain their positions, playing the game in any way that seems to work for them even if by so doing they maintain the spiritual backwardness of this world by so doing and help set up future crises as a result. Often winning an election during times of crises is not the price these politicians may envision. They can get into a situation that is more challenging than their extra big ego can handle and become the center of the hard spiritual lessons a society as a whole needs to learn. Losing an election however can give one the chance to look at things from different angles and reassess or reevaluate things and thus deepening ones spiritual understanding of what went wrong and continues to go wrong.

As a spiritual pioneer, I am willing to take controversial positions and explore differing perspective, since that comes with the territory of what I do. Those addicted to the traditional, or they way things currently are done in this world will not be able to relate to a extremely unique differently abled person like me, so their is little value in me trying to be popular with them. I have to choose my friends carefully in order to survive and contribute what i have to offer to the world spiritually, which is also true for everyone to some degree.

Reality can be really rough on those who violate spiritual laws in order to gain positions of power and influence. This is becoming more true as we become more technologically advanced and the consequences of making big mistakes becomes a lot rougher. We need to continuously investigate everything that is going wrong within our society and find ways to improve them, or we will face really hard spiritual lessons in the future in a way that we will not prepared enough to absorb their value and thus be capable of bringing about a lot of really positive change in the future as a result.

We can stay divisive and allow the people in positions of power and influence in our society to manipulate us, or we can do the hard spiritual work required to change the spiritual climate in this world in a way that these manipulative power hungry people will lose their power and influence over them, and thus have to change for the better or fall by the wayside.

I have so much valuable spiritual information on my WordPress site: astrogoodwin | Just another WordPress.com site

Sunday, April 12, 2020

More thoughts on the Coronavirus and seeing the whole picture better spiritually

Our world really lacks the spiritual unity to really effectively deal with this virus! So many companies are more interested in taking advantage of the crises which is also true with political parties! It takes a lot of united effort to find solutions to serious problems and this all starts on the spiritual level! Becoming healthier so as to be able to individually fight off getting harmed by this virus also requires advancing further spiritually!
Destroying our economy hurts an awful lot of people! This virus can do more harm to people overall by this means! People who are already disadvantaged in our economy are also dying at a higher rate! Our health care industry really needs to get its act together! Science does not work that well when it is not spiritually aware enough!
I can not effectively reach people with my spiritual ideas when I am trapped in my home and unable to interact that well with people directly! The internet does not seem to help people like me get my ideas out that well! Giving up our social connections with others and civil liberties is another way this virus is harming us! All costs on our society as a whole have to be taking into account when evaluating a good strategy for effectively dealing with it! We need to become more spiritually unified in our effort to find solutions and the best solutions taking the complete picture into account!
Alcohol causes a lot of death as do many things in our society including not eating healthy enough and getting enough exercise! Spiritual exercises can also help us not die as easily! People also often takes risks in our society that are allows such as cliff climbing and other high risk trill seeking activities! Seeing the whole picture more clearly requires more spiritual advancement!

Saturday, April 13, 2019

It is important that you choose carefully who you allow to get close to you or choose to do business with. Connections have a strong affect on you spiritually! People are not just mere reflections of you. You need to choose friends who value what you have to offer and in which offer you something of value in return. As you advance further spiritually you will better sense intuitively which people are of positive value to relate to and which are best to avoid. You can only help others spiritually who are receptive to that help.
Some people are not good investments of your time and energy. Make sure you are a good investment of the time and energy of others. We exist on this Earth in order to develop and contribute something of value to its well being. This world has a lot of people who are messed up spiritually. You need not reflect their lack of spiritual development, but can make a strong effort to advance to a higher level spiritually yourself and help others who are receptive to do the same.
Cycles of abuse happen a lot on this Earth with those who have been abused tending to either abuse others in return or to abuse themselves. Most people do not take really good care of themselves when it come to diet and exercise. Lots of people are addicted to drugs, drug like foods,addictive type relationships and other things that harm their ability to get the most out of themselves physically and spiritually. Some spiritual/religious beliefs act like drugs in that they tune one out from the importance of making the most out of the reality we exist in now on this Earth! This reality we exist in is very challenging and we need to have spiritual beliefs/theories that help us handle these challenges and the pain that comes with them.

Pain, and spiritual growth go together. Past traumas(from past abuse) can be very painful to face and heal from. But, we can not end the cycle of abuse we are in, if we do not heal ourselves. Those that can handle the most pain can take on the toughest challenges inside and outside themselves and achieve the most. Effective spiritual/meditative training is very difficult and challenging. But, well worth the results that come from it. One can not do really challenging and effective spiritual training if ones spiritual theories/programming does not connect one enough to the very challenging reality one now exists in so as to motivate one to do it.
Here is a link to the type of meditative exercises I do, which also has a link at the end of it to all sorts of ideas on how to meditate based on my long history of experimenting and developing them:

The challenging times we live in can help us advance a lot further spiritually!

This world is not suppose to be easy, it is suppose to be challenging! It is up to us to make the world around us better/healthier! We are the front line spirits that can make a positive difference in thus spiritually backward world. This world will have its problems rooted in spiritual inadequacies, it is up to us all who exist here to heal these problems. The pain and struggle helps us to get stronger and more advanced spiritually provided we put in the effort required in order to be able to learn what lessons come from it
If the world was perfect(without problems to fix/solve)then it would be pointless and without any challenge to give us purpose and a reason to exist! Nothing exists without a purpose for its existence! Just because something has a purpose to exist does not mean it can not do a better job of serving that purpose or can not be improved upon.
The spiritual will always be challenging and difficult to figure out. This world we exist in its will always have its mysteries and challenges that can bring out the most spiritually in those who choose to push their spiritual limits! We always need spiritual puzzles to work on and challenge us to advance further spiritually! Today’s world is now going through extremely challenging times that provides the opportunity to advance to a much more advanced level spiritually in order to get through them and make the most of them!.
Here is a link to a lot  of other  links  to a lot of the innovative spiritual stuff I posted on the internet:  https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

 The value of providing good spiritual guidance and judgment to others as well as oneself

One has to judge in order to evaluate who to safely and effectively relate to, and how to advise people spiritually who desire your advise. It is true the universe will continue to function well even when you do not interfere with it. You do not need to provide what spiritual help/expertise/evaluations to everyone, since the universe or someone else will provide them with needed lessons that they can learn from anyway. But, those who value and utilize what valuable wisdom you or others have to offer can often avoid costlier mistakes and trauma and advance further spiritually. Many people get stuck in a cycle of abuse that is not very good for their physical/spiritual well being. Learning spiritual lessons can be very slow for some. Healing from past traumas can take a lot of work and time.
This world has so many serious problems that will lead to many crises in the future. Those who choose to advance further spiritually and take and give spiritual advise of value .will be in a better position to help others and themselves get through these trying times. Some people may not survive and may need to incarnate somewhere less challenging in the future. The universe will continue to exist and function as it should spiritually no matter what happens, but it functions even better for those who make the effort to understand it better and perform on a higher level in it spiritually! Even death does not provide an escape from this reality/universe and its consequences. That s why one must make the most of the challenging reality we exist in and not strive to escape from it in this life or beyond this life.

Thursday, March 21, 2019

Public can not HANDLE the REALITY-based SPIRITUAL TRUTH

I have posted over the course of about 12 years all kinds of spiritual information that has been an improvement over what is circulating spiritually on this planet, and I have gotten better at it over this period of time.  I have learned from debating my ideas on spiritual groups on the internet, and even done dream interpretation on Yahoo Answers to home my skills on reaching inwardly spiritually!  But, with all my effort the PUBLIC has not been reached by me!!! I am “differently abled” with limited visual memory and finer motor skills, making me ideal for me to take on the huge challenges I have in the spiritual!  I feel so many people who are neurologically different have their potential destroyed by a world forcing too much of  a “one size fits all” approach on all of us and failing to see and help develop their potential!
All sorts of abuse with the resultant trauma is very present in this spiritually backward world.  Healing ourselves and our planet is not going to be at all easy!!!   Facing more of the TRUTH is too difficult/PAINFUL for most people to handle.  Drugs, medications, delusional beliefs, processed addictive foods, along with extravagant spending on material things or thrill seeking activities help people escape from or to tune out reality and reality and being open to gaining more of the TRUTH!
We can actually train ourselves to be able to handle more of the truth, and actually get better at seeing all the valuable sides of the complicated issues of our time.  I have developed techniques to do this, as I would not have developed the spiritual theories or spiritual connection with our universe through my newly developed Astrology system if I had not developed and utilized really effective spiritual/meditative training program.  Hard WORK in the spiritual area does pay off in positive RESULTS!
FREE WILL does exist in this world spiritually!  An autocratic GOD that denies us this FREE WILL is an outdated concept!!  The hard reality we exist in and that challenges us to get the most out of ourselves can not be escaped from!  Our role as front line  spirits responsible for the state of the reality we exist in does not ever end!  No escape from this reality exists, so we must face it.  People like to believe that they can escape this reality by dying, but death is not an escape, since no real or permanent escape from this reality exists.  WE MUST FACE IT!!  Free will and its responsibilities in dealing with a challenging reality can not be escaped from!  Escapism needs to be eliminated from our planet spiritually to quite a degree if we are ever to make it a better place to exist on!
We just are not that competent spiritually here on this planet.  The way we treat ourselves and the less fortunate on this planet is a testimony to our spiritual incompetence here.  My spiritual theories and techniques are geared to improving peoples spiritual focus and competence so that we can make real progress at improving the conditions on this planet both physically and spiritually!  The spiritual underlies all of reality and must be dealt with effectively in order for the physical reality on the surface to improve.
We need badly to develop a lot more spiritual maturity on this planet so that we can handle the crises that will be coming in the future here,  It seems to require crises to happen in order for people to be awaking from the haze of a “drugged out: spiritual state and be willing to do the hard work required to find and face more of what is true spiritually.  Often one faces the choice of either facing more of the TRUTH or death.  But do not believe that death will allow you to escape reality, or that anything that acts like a drug will enable this either.
Please make an effort to read or listen to my stuff that is all over the internet!  There is enough out there that you can pick and choose what to focus your time on!  I need people to help get my ideas out, and also to team up with me to help develop even better spiritual theories and techniques.  Even my Astrology System that helps people better tune into their place in our physical universe can develop a lot further when other minds with other perspectives and abilities explore its possibilities!

Here is a link to a lot of my spiritual stuff on the internet!  Also put “astrogoodwin” into a search engine to find more!

Friday, March 15, 2019

A tougher more mature type of spirituality needed in these trying times

I need to stay away from the type of spirituality that acts like a comforting drug that enable people to avoid facing the hard reality of the type of challenging world we now live in! The idea that all spiritual “paths” are okay does not give enough credit to those who are really working extremely hard to improve spiritually so as to be able to actually make a real positive difference in this world. So many people have gotten soft spiritually and want to be “enabled” to stay soft and indulging in a fantasy type drug like type of spirituality that helps makes them feel good without them having to do the extremely hard spiritual work required to take on the intense challenges of our times. A lot of the “new age” type spirituality is this way.

My hard hitting spiritual approach guided by spiritual theories that support it just does not appeal to those that are too addicted to a “feel good” type of spiritual approach rather than focusing on one that is strong enough to be effective in our challenging times. Actually achieving constructive results in the real world does give one a positive feeling that is so much stronger and valuable than just some “feel good” drug like spiritual high! Hard spiritual energy is scary, but needed if we are ever going to properly address the really serious problems of the highly advanced technological age we exist in. Hard time are coming which will require a lot more spiritual maturity to be developed by the inhabitants existing on this spiritually backward planet to handle it!

Saturday, March 9, 2019

Why people are so closed minded to improving on their spiritual beliefs!

Spiritual/religious brainwashing keeps people from being receptive to better, more practical spiritual theories! One spiritual programming is deeply implanted and does not change without a lot of effort! Spiritual trauma tends to hold one back from advancing further spiritually. Effective meditative exercises along with a better diet can help one heal past traumas in ones life so that one can more readily improve one spiritual programming! Growing spiritually is not easy since facing more of the truth is really challenging and will often force one to face past traumas and the beliefs that help support them! Fantasy/delusional beliefs act like drugs that help one to tune out reality to quite a degree. People often take drugs to help them avoid past traumas and maintain the distorted spiritual energy that comes with inadequate spiritual beliefs systems. Being a spiritual pioneer does run into its obstacles on this spiritually backward planet!!

Monday, February 25, 2019

Developing a new astrology system

An astrology system developed in an age before the science existed to truly understand the Universe and the huge number of Galaxies that existed, the black hole that is in the center of our Galaxy, our nearest Star, and all the outer planets is going to be very limited in its effectiveness.  It will work to quite a degree due to the power of belief and so much leeway in interpretation due to so many ways of interpreting it.   We tend to get stuck in the past on this spiritually backward planet and stuck on mythology that is not backed up enough by how effective it works.
I was born neurologically different with limited visual memory and finer motor skills.  A lot of people are born neurologically different with some more “unique” than others, and often their talents are wasted on a planet that gets too much into an overly simplistic one size fits all approach toward its inhabitants  with “locked in religious/spiritual beliefs and modern science adding to this.   Ego plays a strong role in keeping most people from doing the really hard work required to advance in their spiritual sensitivity toward themselves and others especially those who do not fit in very well!  A lot of “genius” is thus wasted on this planet.  A mythology around the word “genius” has developed that limits the number of people who can fit into this category and making it a category people tend to be afraid to strive for.
Early in my life I became very heavily dependent  on my spirit and the spiritual to guide me and lost a lot of my trust in others in this world to be that helpful to me in times of crisis in my life.  Although people have tended to help me with out me asking. I lost a lot of my faith in the level of expertise existing on this planet due to how inept these experts were in understanding the very intense  situation I was facing in my life adjusting to a world that was so insensitive to those with the limitations and special abilities people who are “neurologically different” or “differenty abled” often possess.
My focus on dependence on myself spiritually even led to me not even letting someone  know(who saw the tears in my eyes) that I didn’t have enough money for a bus to get home from High School in Manchester NH to end of the bus line in Goffstown NH.  My mother I though was suppose to pick me up, but didn’t!  So I took the Bus using what money I had, but did not pay the rest of the money when due upon getting off the bus.  The bus driver probably was affected by the spiritual state I was in so did not appear to notice my not paying.
I developed an interest in the occult and various alternative views of the spiritual at an early age and stopped attending Catholic Church in my early teens.  I did still go to a Catholic High School even though I was no longer a believer.  I never really was that strong a believe when younger because of some  my early experiences with the Church that let me know they did not have their act together spiritually enough to treat me well enough.
I first started with more traditional Astrology, reading a bunch of charts starting around 1976(born Oct 1951).  I quickly became creative and experimented with many variations still holding on to the traditional.  My intuition helped me a lot in my readings, but I felt I relied to much on my intuition to correct the inadequacies of the astrology system I was using.  In the later part 1992 after years of playing with some components of the traditional astrology system and experimenting with new meditative walking and other techniques I had developed, I tried to connect with the media and reach them with my spiritual ideas and also affect the politics of this election year.  The pressure of doing this(with the negative spiritual reactions that cam back my way) was too much for me physically/emotionally resulting in my heart rhythm messing up.  I had that happen before as a result of the extreme exercises I would do in running and walking swinging heavy dumbbell hand weights.  I used meditative breathing to take care of that heart rhythm problem which worked well at the times required.  But, when I tried it under the stress in I faced in late 1992, I had to keep doing it continuously and could not stop in order to sleep.  When I finally fell asleep when extremely sleep deprived while still fighting to keep up the meditative breathing, I had a near death experience which required all the effort I could muster to come back from.  I have a blog on this experience.  This experience and the psychological/spiritual states it put me in led to me reevaluating all of my spiritual  beliefs and to take a completely fresh approach to m astrology system, and no longer trusting any of the mythology based ideas I still had programmed into me.  I became an awful  lot more logic based(rational) in my spiritual approach from then on.


https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/01/03/2-near-death-experiences-in-1992-forced-me-to-improve-further-on-my-spiritual-beliefs-and-training-techniques/

Monday, March 19, 2018

Addictions tune one out from reality spiritually!

Included in addictions are anything one feels compelled to become strongly attached to despite their harmful impact on your ability to cope with reality! Cigarettes are extremely addictive and often are not considered for the spirit altering addictive impact they have on people! People would not smoke them and face the really harmful physical harm they do to them if they did not have such a psychological/spiritual hold on them! Food addictions also can be extremely strong and also can have a very negative impact on health! Obesity has reached an epidemic level in this world in recent times along with so many other serious health problems that result from overeating and eating unhealthy, but very addictive(flavorful)foods designed by the food industry to boost sales! One can develop enough hunger between meals especially if you exercise that you will find healthy foods attractive. Frequent small meals can help one to get a constant supply of nutrition! Just make them small enough that one will get a constant supply of nutrition!
Addiction to spiritual beliefs also cause harm by preventing people from improving them, which is really needed in an age in which advanced technology is causing so many serious problems that need to be addressed by people with their spiritual energy very tuned in and grounded in a rational way on the challenging physical reality we now exist in! Hedonism is the enemy of spiritual development, and is extremely present in this modern age we live in! The USA tends to have an economic system geared too much toward the pursuit of pleasure and unhealthy excesses!
Addictions also distort the mind making delusions more attractive than reality, and making the effort to connect with serious sources of information about the reality we exist in more difficult! So much misinformation is circulating in this world often that support extreme viewpoints which can be very intoxicating to those with out a good enough grip on the complex reality we exist in with all of its mysteries and variables that requires one being able to see many sides of any issue in order to figure out how to get a better picture of what is true. People often become addictive to extreme viewpoints and to the crazy conspiracy theories that support them! We have so many serious mental health problems in this world as a result of all the unhealthy addictions that tune people out from reality while harming their physical and spiritual health!
We badly need to advance further spiritually on this planet where its technology has advance a lot in recent history, but that has not advanced as much spiritually! We just do not have the spiritual maturity on this planet to handle the serious problems of our age. Addictions play a major role in holding us back spiritually! Addictions to the beliefs of the past keep us from developing a better spiritual connection to reality so that we can seriously recognize what we need to do to get more out of ourselves spiritually, and then as a result, better able to contribute in cooperation with others to making this world a better place to exist on!

Friday, March 16, 2018

Links to my spiritual stuff on internet

Trauma, denial, distortions of reality, and projection of ones flaws onto others in the outside world: https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/07/09/trauma-denial-distortion-of-reality-and-projection-of-ones-flaws-on-others-and-outside-world/
Yahoo Answers best answers:
The unique diet that works best for me:
Also look at other wordpress blog posts and facebook notes!
I am found on the internet by putting “astrogoodwin” into a search engine!
My YOUTUBE channel with interesting videos and very educational videos most of which are not my own with a lot not related directly to the spiritual:

We all judge ourselves and others intuitively&badly need to work at improving at it!

We all judge others intuitively, that is why we must improve our spiritual programming and become more tuned in spiritually! Understanding others requires being able to tune into them and properly evaluate them! When you are as unique as I am you will notice this automatic intuitive judging going on very keenly, since a lot of people will automatically see you in not the best light! Survival in this world requires that you sense who are good people to relate to and who you need to stay clear of. Our close connections have a strong effect on our energies and who we are spiritually!

We have to constantly evaluate ourselves and others spiritually and work to improve both ourselves and the type of people we are connected with! We are so backward spiritually on this planet because we are not critical enough about our own spiritual state and that of those we connect with! We need to find friends that value any spiritual tips we can give them to improve their spiritual character which can not be done without one being good at evaluating them in a way that can help them! We often do not have the best understanding of ourselves without getting helpful feedback from others.

Why would anyone fear being judged by others!!! We need people to be open in how they judge us, rather than denying the automatic intuitive judging they do! When people are open about their impressions of you, it makes it a lot easier to figure out who are best to relate to! People who hide their true feelings and thoughts about you and the intuitive source of them, make it really harder for you to have an authentic relationship with them! So often people pretend to be friendly when deep down inside them they are not.

Religious people often put on a facade of “love” for everyone that is not backed up by the desire and ability to really understand them! We badly need develop better spiritual judgment by improving the spiritual theories that tune us more accurately spiritually into ourselves, others, and the reality we exist in! Tradition religions often wants mindless followers that do not question or judge the effectiveness in the real world of the beliefs they impose on their followers!

Our world has advanced so much technologically while remaining really backward spiritually! Our spiritual/intuitive judgment is what will help us make further progress spiritually provided we use it to make positive things happen in this world. Knowing/judging that which is positive and healthy spiritually/physically for oneself and others requires developing a really good spiritual connection with reality! We need to become empowered spiritually on this planet so that we can better take on our responsibility as the front line spirits we are here! The belief in an all powerful autocratic God that does all the judging and treat us as infants will not help us take more responsibility for dealing with the serious problems that exist in our world. We need to grow up spiritually and develop the judgement required to make that happen!

I have information all over the internet which can be found using this link:
https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/links-to-my-spiritual-stuff-on-internet/

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Moving toward eating healthier

I am not a professional in the field of nutrition, but do have a lot of understanding about diet from a spiritual perspective due to decades of focus in this area! Consulting with a competent medical professional with knowledge of nutrition is always advisable in order not to risk possible harm as a result of making drastic changes in ones diet! It can be quite risky if one does not know enough about what you are doing when making changes in your diet especially when they are quite strong ones!!!
Personally, I only eat food in order to perform better! I am extreme when it comes to my dietary strictness! My mainly oatmeal and cooked greens diet with vitamin and mineral supplements does enable me to push the edge intensely with the extreme spiritual-physical exercise routine I need to do to be the spiritual pioneer I am! Different diets work for different people! One needs to read up on diet from good/reliable sources and find the diet that works for you! Extreme diets like mine will work only for rare individuals with a very extreme focus on the spiritual with the extreme training and spiritual programming done over a long period of time that come with it! It takes a long time to adjust to an extreme type diet like mine and a lot of nutritional research and intuitive/spiritual awareness of what will work best for your individual/unique needs based on what types of demands you place on the body! Different body types are required to do different types of work and diets need to be tailored to meet the different demands put on your body! Again, nutritional experts should be consulted when needed to ensure one does not harm oneself with a diet that does not meet your needs well enough!
The body takes a while to change so one has to make gradually changes in it. One can not focus so much on weight, since it takes quite a while to lose it. One will feel healthier as you eat healthier and get more exercise! Walking is a good exercise to start with! Food can be very addictive since the food industry has designed a lot of its products to be that way. If you build up a good enough hunger you will find healthy food more appealing! You need to eat regularly so you get a constant supply of good nutrition especially protein! Eating small meals and lowering your daily calorie intake will help one to become hungrier between meals! One can eat less at a meal when one is less hungry and a little more when one is quite hungry! Building up a healthier appetite is good, but one should not go long periods without nutrition and stress the body too much!
Most people do not need a lot of protein, but a regular supply! Vegetables are important! The focus need to be on becoming healthier, and this takes time, but one will notice subtle changes over time. You will become more tuned in spiritually as you lose your addiction to food and eat mainly for health reasons! One needs to try to get one pleasure from doing positive things to make this world a better place by contributing what talent ones has to it. One needs to be spiritually strong in this world and understand that over indulgence and addictions are what is messing up this world spiritually! People just do not take this world and its problems seriously enough! Healing oneself and the traumas of ones past is not easy! One has to toughen oneself up, and that takes a continuous effort over a long period of time to achieve, But, one has to take one step at a time and understand that when one starts steering a good course in life one will get some benefits spiritually immediately! Remember that excess fat and refined sugar is what overloads the body with calories!
Here is a link to my blog post on this topic. We are all different so need to tailor our diet to fit what works best for us! https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2015/08/28/the-diet-i-use-to-help-me-handle-my-intense-physicalspiritual-exercise-2/

Stretches, dumbbell warmup & 6 minutes non-stop 2-hand overhead behind back dumbbells swings

Dumbbell swing video on You Tube

WARNING:  All the intense meditative/physical exercises I do require a body that is conditioned and able to do them safely.  They require a period of adjustment as one needs to gradually get use to them as to their frequency, intensity, and duration.  Although my spiritual focus requires I try to inspire people to do what it takes to improve their physical and spiritual well being,  I am not a medical/health-care professional.   Important: Before starting any new diet and exercise program please check with your doctor and clear any exercise and/or diet changes with them before beginning.  Do this exercise at your own risk and do them carefully.  Better to start out slow and gradually get use to them.   The intense type training I am able to do came as a result of decades of intense physical-spiritual training.   The most intense type spiritual-physical exercises are for people who have an extreme spiritual focus in their lives that enable them to handle the years of training required,  along with spiritual sensitivity and body awareness needed to prevent them from hurting themselves.


I eat something to fuel my dumbbell swing exercise routine, and then about 2-4 hours later drink some water  and started exercising.   I first do  careful stretching movements holding them very briefly covering all muscles for about 4 minutes, then some light weightlifting(warmed up using 20 lb dumbbell and arms for about 2 minutes doing all types of movements a few times in standing position), then do 6 minutes of nonstop dumbbell swings,  and 4 minutes more of stretching.  I do as many 2-handed overhead modified(bending elbows when lifting dumbbell overhead, deep squat, and extended to behind head) 20 lb dumbbell swings as I can do in a total of 6 minutes of nonstop cardio! I do these with my eyes closed at times while breathing in and out 24 to 27 times  with each dumbbell swing.  I use to breath in out a lot less in the past, but kept increasing the breathing as I was able to, since it increased the spiritual/physical difficulty of doing them.  The extra breathing makes the exercise more meditative!    I do try to tune into what ever emotions I can pick up or feel while doing this exercise or tune out any distractions I hear from my surroundings..    I try to put myself in the most intense and difficult physical/spiritual state while being really careful not to overdo it and hurt myself.
I have carefully worked up to this dumbbell swing routine for a period of five years as of October 2017..  I was in pretty good shape before I got started.  So it took me quite a while to condition myself to where I am at right now.   So,it takes quite a bit of time to get really good at this exercise!  Beginners can actually start without a dumbbell and gradually get the body use to handling dumbbells while starting with lights ones and working up to heavier ones!  They can adjust their technique to what is comfortable for them. This upper body cardio/meditative exercise with its head and neck movements I feel helps the circulation to the brain improve and thus allows one to push ones limits as to what states the body and mind can handle both physically and spiritually!
The swing as I do it works real well for me! That is why my body can handle it  4 days a week. I am really strongly in tune with my body due to all the meditative training I put it through.  Beginners  can actually start without a dumbbell and gradually get the body use to handling a heavier dumbbell. They can adjust their technique to what is comfortable for them. This upper body cardio exercise with its head and neck movements I feel helps the circulation to the brain improve and allows one to really push ones limits as to what difficult states the body and mind can handle both physically and spiritually.  One can gradually increase the breathing rate as times go on and you are able to with reasonable effort.  The breathing does increase the spiritual component to this exercise and increase its difficulty.  I did last up to 30 minutes nonstop in the past doing it when I was breathing a lot less times in and out per swing.

Meditation/Meditative Walking/Running: developing a stronger spiritual connection with the physical

Warning:  It takes a lot of time(years)to develop the ability to handle this spiritual-physical exercise in its most intense form.  The body needs to be given time to adjust as to frequency, duration, and intensity of any intense type exercise including this meditative type.  One should consult a Medical Doctor and/or Mental Health Professional if you have any conditions that could make this exercise unsafe in any way.  This should be done at your own risk.  The spiritual has a really inner individual focus,  unlike science, and one has the accept responsibility for ones own actions and ones ability to sense intuitively what will work best for you.  Crisis always entails risk, and all effective spiritual exercise trains one to handle life at its most intense, so their will be risks, and one needs to do ones best to be vigilant so as to avoid serious trouble even when faces really tough challenges.  FEEL FREE TO SIMPLIFY OR BE CREATIVE WHEN USING THESE MEDITATIVE EXERCISE TECHNIQUES SO AS TO MAKE THEM MORE READILY FIT YOUR INDIVIDUAL NEEDS!


What is a meditative walk?  A meditative walk is a walk done with a breathing technique and rhythm that puts one into a meditative state. It involves short steps and rapid breathing and rhythmic movements. Controlled hyperventilation is what puts one into an altered meditative state. One has to get the body use to this state in order to handle it safely and gain the benefits of it, similar to other exercises. Some of the upper body movements are geared to simulating the brain and increasing the blood flow to it so that one can do this exercise in a very low energy fatigued state. Being able to handle a really low energy(survival) state really well helps one to become really strong and sensitive spiritually. Ones stationary meditation practices will get better as a result of doing this meditative walk, so that one can really quiet the mind and better tune into psychically to the energy around you. While doing the meditative walk, I do sense a lot psychically about the environment I am moving through, and do sort of snake through the neighborhood avoiding and energy that feels unsafe, crossing the street and changing course to avoid any thing that gives me an uneasy feeling. Sometimes avoiding dogs and wild parties is involved.
All meditation involves a degree of over-breathing(controlled hyperventilation)which removes extra carbon dioxide in the form of carbonic acid from the blood making the blood more alkaline which I believe adds to the relaxation affect that meditation has.  Different types of breathing tend to come with different emotional states.  Rapid short breaths often result when one is in a really intense emotional/spiritual state.  Spiritual training helps one to handle spiritual/emotional states that are difficult to handle and tend to put a lot of stress on the body.  In order to be able to handle very challenging physical-spiritual states,  one has to condition the body through a training program that involves effort over a long period of time.  When one does anything that the body has not conditioned to handle, it will be unsafe to do.  The medical profession does not tend to see hyperventilation as positive, since they deal with people who are not trained to handle it and tend to have a one size fits all scientific approach, that tends to ignore the importance of the type of inner individual focused spiritual approach that physical-spiritual exercises entail.
I have two breathing techniques I use with my meditative walking training program.  One which is less intense involving breathing in with one step(or forward arm movement) and out with the next.  And another that is more intense that involves breathing in and out with each step(or forward arm movement.  The more rapidly one breaths the shallower the breathing will tend to be.  The diaphragm has to be trained over a long period of time to be able to handle the more rapid movements that are involved in more rapid meditative breathing techniques.  The focus of my type of meditative walking is very much upper body, with the arm and shoulder movements and sideward movement of the waist, sort of powering the legs to move.  This exercise tries to limit the workload on the legs, and shift it very much to the upper body, which helps get more blood flow to the brain enabling one to do this meditative exercise when in a fatigued state in which one would not be able to normally function in.  The sort of exaggerated shoulder movements used in this exercise also help more blood flow get to the brain by sort of massaging the neck.  The rapid breathing I believe does affect one neurologically which also tends to stimulate the brain.
As one improves ones techniques one will tend to move slower as to forward progress and take quick shorter steps which will of course increase the rapidity of ones breathing(especially if breathing in and out with each step).  One can lean forward a little bit while focusing on landing on your toes first then heals and do more of a side to side motion which will help one take shorter somewhat quicker steps(using a sort of kicking motion) that can be done while in quite a deep fatiguing meditative state.  I find doing a sort of kneading action with the legs helps intensify the meditative state!   Closing the eyes for short periods of time(when safe to do)will help one to focus inwardly so that one can more effectively use the meditative state produced by this exercise to help one deal effectively with the emotions(psychological state)that the intensity of the meditative state produced tends to make one more aware of.  Any intensely effective meditative exercise will enable one to become more comfortable with and better able to handle more intense emotional/psychological states.  When doing meditative walking really intensely one can get ocular headaches that closing the eyes tightly for period of time can help you get rid of.  Keeping ones eyes open too long when in a meditative(somewhat similar to sleep) state can strain the eyes.  If one gets cramps or other painful physical symptoms, one needs to slow down and lessen the intensity of the exercise or focus more on the upper body movements that make it effectively work.  If your lower back hurts(from the tension created) you may need to stop and stretch periodically and be slower and more careful!  In time one will become more in tune with your body and become better able to know what will safely work for you, and what will cause you problems.  The object is not to hurt oneself, but to get healthier physically and spiritually.  I do now use a standing in place meditative movement exercise using the very same technique as the meditative walk, but with the feet staying planted in place.
One has to pay attention to your foot placement when doing meditative walking so that you can maintain good balance in an altered meditative state, the side to side movement of this exercise should help ones balance along with keeping ones feet far enough apart to increase stability.  One needs to pick a route that one is familiar with and is pretty safe especially when one is just beginning this exercise.  One can stop at anytime when faced with any possible dangers or obstacles.  When one becomes good at this exercise, one will be able to sort of snake through the territory one is walking through in a way to avoid any possible dangers or obstacles.  One will draw spiritual energy from the earth as one does this exercise which gives one more spiritual strength to be able to handle more and more challenging spiritual/emotional/psychological states as one improves at this meditative walking technique.
Meditative running is similar to meditative walking but with a running motion!  This is how I now do my intense meditative morning 1/2 of a mile run routine 3 days a week! I do dynamic stretching before and after and brief running warm up before. I  run breathing in and out with each step using short quick steps and rapid arm movement!  I focus on massaging my neck with my shoulder movements and on the reptilian part of the brain which can cause problems if not gotten under good control spiritually! I tired out quite a bit at the end. I feel I must exercise really intensely daily to protect my energy since it is so different spiritually as a result of its programming. My spiritual survival depends on me being able to handle the physical stress created by extreme spiritual/emotional states.

I have recently  adding more cat like movement in my meditative walking using crouching type movement which I do with waves of deep crouching followed by more upright movement to rest, since intense crouch type movement is so rough on the body that it can not be done continuously! Also found that breathing through my mouth a lot while doing my meditative walk while opening and closing my mouth(without closing completely)with each step in a way that tightens my jaw muscles when breathing out!  I do squeeze my eyes close periodically, since an intense meditative state can only handle so much visual stimulation!  Eyes being closed helps one connect more with the spiritual/sleep centers of ones brain! One can open ones eyes when ever one needs to in order to see well enough where you are heading and to avoid obstacles and dangers on ones walk!  One gets really good at tuning into ones surrounding spiritually with practice at this.  Not being blind and being able to open ones eyes a lot of the times allows one to become really good at noticing what counts with the aid of being in an intuitive meditative state.  Meditative walking does put one into a super vigilant type state ready to handle any emergency that may comes ones way!  Meditative walks of the type of intensity I do tend to affect the energies around me and I have to be in a state to protect myself from what I set off!  Often dogs and people stay clear of me when my intensity is extremely strong.  But, I can really scare aggressive dogs off by growling at them intensely and can shock or inform people about me with my intense verbal interactions with them!

One can use similar technique while doing a meditation lying down on ones back using similar shoulder movements and even legs movements to some degree.  One can move ones feet and hands/fingers a little bit also when doing this in order to gain more of a wholistic connection to the body.  One can even do some hand/finger movements when doing the meditative walk.  I find tensing the stomach muscle as though attempting to do a crunch(but without any actual body movement occurring) when breathing in can create tension that help one the breath more intensely and thus increase the effectiveness of this lying down exercise.  When doing a sitting meditation similar techniques can be used, but one may need to do a little back and forth movement of the body  above the waist in order to create tension in the stomach muscles in a similar way as I mentioned above in regard to the lying down meditation.  Also in both lying down and sitting meditation, it can be helpful to close ones eyes extra tightly when breathing in so as to help prevent or alleviate ocular headaches. One can close ones eyes or not when breathing out depending on what ones finds works best for you!  One can do various arm movements with sitting and lying down meditation for short periods of time in order to intensify the meditative state.  When the body gets more relaxed you will not be able to do as much body movement, but that is fine as you will then be in a very comfortable meditative state or may sometimes go into a dream sleep state and connect with the spiritual realm.  Dreaming is a very important spiritual state which is very much affected by how good your spiritual programming tunes you it!


Please read the updates that follow, since my meditative techniques continue to evolve!
10/2/17: I have started focusing on the top of my head while using the same meditative technique as I mentioned on my 8/13/17 update above!  It seemed to give me more energy, but make me a little woozy especially when done at night!  It may be a technique that requires a lot of more basic meditative walking training first so that one has the really good balance and careful foot movement required!
11/4/17:  I am now breathing through my mouth a lot while doing my meditative walk while opening and closing my mouth(without closing completely)with each step in a way that tightens my jaw muscles when breathing out!  Not easy to explain!  Focus on 4 steps at a time(per cycle) and keeping my eyes close most of each cycle!  Try to put a lot of intensity in each cycle and push hard enough that my mind shuts down as my focus goes completely into technique with its short rapid steps and side to side movement with the legs apart enough to provide more stability! The elbows and shoulder movement helps create the side to side motion that helps make the steps stay close to ground so that the steps will become more rapid.  The legs tend to be rather stiff and a little bit of a forward leans of the body helps!
11/4/17:  My meditative run that I now do 3 days a week and is now 1/2 mile long with shorter rapid steps.  It is getting more meditative which makes it harder to do!
3/12/18:  I am adding more cat like movement in my meditative walking using crouching type movement which I do with waves of deep crouching followed by more upright movement to rest, since intense crouch type movement is so rough on the body that it can not be done continuously!  It does put one into a super vigilant type state ready to handle any emergency that may comes ones way!  Meditative walks of the type of intensity I do tend to affect the energies around me and I have to be in a state to protect myself from what I set off!  Often dogs and people stay clear of me when my intensity is extremely strong.  But, I can really scare aggressive dogs off by growling at them intensely and can shock or inform people about me with my intense verbal interactions with them!
5/26/18 Doing a meditation of a different type after my more intense early morning meditation where instead of breathing in and out with each step, I breath in with 2 steps and out with the next 2 with cat-like movement with focus on really breathing deeply and being in a quite really vigilant aware state.  Careful exacting type movement that is ready for whatever crazy spiritual energy or encounters may occur during the walk!  May need to scar dogs off with intense vocalizations.  Loud and intensely passionate verbalization can transform the spiritual energy around you when encountering obstructive spiritual energy which when found in dogs will just represent the human spirits that they are strongly bonded with!  Human spirits are responsible for the type of spiritual energy they send out that has a very strong impact on they world around them and whatever influence they have on otherr humans or animals spiritually! Objects and locations can have certain spiritual energy attached to them based on what spirits are close to or attached to them.  Traumatic events can spiritually imprint/influence certain locations!
8/26/18 – I am now using two meditative walking techniques, one that involves breathing in and out with each breath that is very intense and is best done without the close  presence of other people!  The other technique involves breathing in very deeply with every two steps and out with the next two.  Both techniques involve cat like crouching  which is helped by leaning forward and using the muscles that lift the legs a lot!  the feet are suppose to glide along hardly leaving the ground except to make adjustments based on terrain!  This type of walking movement should create tension to help increase the intensity of the breathing especially when doing the breathing in and out with each step technique!  The arms should move rapidly from side to side in natural rhythm with the walking motion and the up and down motion of the shoulders should massage the neck!  The upper body affect of arm and shoulder movement pumps more blood to the brain intensifying the intensity of the walk and affect on the brain!  I try to get use to pushing the pace of the walk as hard as able to maintain an effort level harder than almost anyone is capable of!  I try to move my arms very vigorously using the nervous energy I pick up on to help me do this.  Using nervous energy to help intensify the meditative state will condition oneself to relax oneself under states that would be really hard for others to do! Either nose or mouth breathing can be used, mouth breathing may work better with more rapid breathing techniques.  I use mouth breathing with the breathing in and out with each step.
I recently added a third technique breathing in really deeply with two steps and then out with the next two steps!  This technique allows one to do extra long meditative walks when tired.


1/3/20 On DEC 20th 2019 after taking a break from it, I started running again( 3 miles every day). I recently had the flu, but did not let that stop me! My “neurologically different” body does best when I push the edge! I would not have survived as long as I have in this world which is very hostile toward me, if I did not use my extreme approach guided by my well trained intuition! My spiritual mindset has to be better than others! Most people in this world have no idea how much further they could evolve spiritually and are just passively guided by the spiritual fads of the times with out much deep thinking about how much this limits their potential! When I run, I swing my arms and shoulders as vigorously as possible which makes the run more “meditative”, difficult and intense!

1/3/20  On  DEC 20th 2019, I started running again( 3 miles every day).   I recently had the flu, but did not let that stop me! My “neurologically different” body does best when I push the edge! I would not have survived as long as I have in this world which is very hostile toward me, if I did not use my extreme approach guided by my well trained intuition! My spiritual mindset has to be better than others! Most people in this world have no idea how much further they could evolve spiritually and are just passively guided by the spiritual fads of the times with out much deep thinking about how much this limits their potential!  When I run, I swing my arms and shoulders as vigorously as possible which makes the run more “meditative”, difficult and intense!
1/17/20 Started meditative running twice a day: 3 miles each time!  I have changed my run into a meditative exercise that is more intense than my meditative walks!  I use a similar technique with the intense arm and shoulder movement and side to side movement!  I breath really hard  in with one step and out with the next!  I sort of skim along with sort of a dance type movement!  I really will need to demonstrate this on video when the opportunity arises!
2/8/20  When I meditatively run I now have to focus my intensity mostly on my shoulder movement and side to side movement and ignore how fast I am going! It is a slow run, but gets the heart rate up with its intensity! It is a little like dance with quick steps and intense breathing(breathing in with one step and out with the next)! The focus needs to be on the back of the neck(near survival/reptilian part of brain) and the area between the eyes. I do close my eyes at times in each 6 to 8 step cycle when the surface and traffic is safe! Minor injuries have forced me to avoid focusing overly on forward movement!  I now mostly do meditative runs, replacing most of my meditative walking! 3/10/20: I now do 4 three mile meditative runs daily when ever I can while breathing in and out with each step and crouching a little with the first two steps of a four step cycle! Also closed my eyes tightly as much as I could safely do in each four step cycle.  I try to focus as much as I can on the deepest and most challenging emotions within me while moving my shoulders vigorously up and down helped with a side to side motion of the upper body!  The rhythmic movement helps one to handle the very difficult state this exercise challenges one with when done really intensely!
IMPORTANT;  You can do even more intense meditative exercises and avoid ocular head aches by squeezing the eyes really tightly shut when exhaling the air forcefully out:  sort of squeezing forcefully what ever emotions out of ones body.  One does not have to keep the eyes continuously shut and can do this while walking and running while opening the eyes enough to proceed safely!  One will get better at this with practice as practice is what makes one really good at anything provided one uses good techniques so that one does not injure oneself.  Pain needs to be paid attention to and one may need to increase one shoulder movements and slow down a little or stop at times until one figures out how to keep from having any pain of the type that can injure oneself.  Recovery time is important!  It can takes decades of practice to become really good at pushing ones limits to the extreme and have developed the intuition and skill at making adjustments required to safely get away with it.  I been doing this most of my life and I am 66 years old!
Here is a YouTube video I did to demonstrate meditative walking:   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8NpO23l3Eo

I have a more updated version of this here:

https://astrogoodwin.wordpress.com/2019/03/19/how-i-do-my-latest-meditative-run-and-walk/